what love will cost

I wrote this while Sam and I were dating ( i know Sam, "we are still dating."). This was early in our relationship... we were still learning and growing... ( i know sam, "we are still learning and growing.") so here it is:

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Soon to be filled.

Filled with what?

emotions spilled.

Late night,

one of many.

who am I?

I ask on knee.

Love, love

so far from now.

emptiness!

my head I bow.

Lord God,

Bring him near.

far away,

am I his dear?

Tip toe

all the right moves.

yes or no

what do I choose?

Hard work

it seems to be,

passiveness

I want to flee!

Safe place

I think I've lost.

could this be

what love will cost?